So to summarize the past few month, Ive been busy with school period. After last years final they put on Academic Warning, so if I don't get my act together this year I will get kicked out -_- I worked really hard this semester my grades improved somewhat but its still not great. Im an optimistic person I always believe the best has yet to come.
About my dreams, the reason I started this blog. I still have them every night, but mostly less significiant than the usual dreams. I dreams alot of unpleasent events, mostly involving me running away from someone or something.
For a few nights I kept dreaming about the only person that I was every in love with. Dont get me wrong, Im not in love with him anymore. Its been 5 years since we even talk to eachother. But in those dreams he was trying to get back with me, it sounds like a teenage drama but there was definatly some heavy feelings going on I felt it even after I woke up. I dont think it means anything, maybe because Im rather lonly these days.
Two nights ago, I dreamt of flood and running away from the disaster and chasing by angery mobs and myself bleeding. Alot of darkness in those dreams. I dont think its reflecting any negativity to my real life, they always say dream means the opposite non?
Now I leave a picture of myself I took it last night
Talk to you in 2010!!!
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