Day Dream

First of all, I want to wish everyone a Happy New Year!! Saying goodbye to 2009 was easy, 09 for me was mostly unpleasant, with people and school. But I got a good feeling about 2010, not to mention I just got into a new relationship during the holidays, Im very excited for what has yet to come ^.^

I havent been dreaming as much as I used to, probably because Ive been going out alot during night and come home drunk everytime. Im not going lie, I day dream alot and for a girl my age its not something I would like to admit. I spent most of my alone time day dream, I feel its an outlet for my emotions since I rarely let myself get angry at others. My best friend always say I fantasize too much and too surreal, he thinks its making me a litttle crazy...

Moving on to my real life Im back at school now, so no more partying gatta get back to study mode. This term is relatively short, its only 3 month Im hoping it will gone by quickly so I can go see my baby.

So theres a little update for you guys ^0^ Hope everyone had a wonderful new year~

Holiday Cheers ^0^

Hi blogging world, I know I know I been neglecting this tiny blog for since mid fall. And now its Dec. so I wish everyone have a great holiday and be with the ones they love.

So to summarize the past few month, Ive been busy with school period. After last years final they put on Academic Warning, so if I don't get my act together this year I will get kicked out -_- I worked really hard this semester my grades improved somewhat but its still not great. Im an optimistic person I always believe the best has yet to come.

About my dreams, the reason I started this blog. I still have them every night, but mostly less significiant than the usual dreams. I dreams alot of unpleasent events, mostly involving me running away from someone or something.

For a few nights I kept dreaming about the only person that I was every in love with. Dont get me wrong, Im not in love with him anymore. Its been 5 years since we even talk to eachother. But in those dreams he was trying to get back with me, it sounds like a teenage drama but there was definatly some heavy feelings going on I felt it even after I woke up. I dont think it means anything, maybe because Im rather lonly these days. 

Two nights ago, I dreamt of flood and running away from the disaster and chasing by angery mobs and myself bleeding. Alot of darkness in those dreams. I dont think its reflecting any negativity to my real life, they always say dream means the opposite non?

Now I leave a picture of myself I took it last night

Good night and happy holidays everyone ~~
Talk to you in 2010!!!

Last Night's Dream

My dream from last night was just all over the place, but I felt really relaxed during it (if that make sense to you guys). The scene was very bright and beautiful, it was at a big field with green grass, big trees, blue sky and running river. And all of those are supposably the backyard of my college.

It is somewhere true compare to real time, there is a river and forest beside my college but it is no where as beautiful as it is in the dream. Anyway back to the dream. There is train tracks alone the river but somehow it turns into a jet that replaced the trains and I got into it. The jet didnt have a hood and was extremely fast and going round and round like a roller coaster. I remember looking down and people were the size of an ant. I felt soo relaxed, just being in the sky with fluffy white clouds. Then I somehow end up in a half burned house, and it belonged to me. Then family members were all there, talking but I couldnt hear anything clearly.
The End

I love when i dream about flying in the clear sky, It one of those dreams that wont make me sweat or giving me pressure. I searched on dreaming about flying, but the answers I found werent very clear and always different. But I think it means happiness, because Im happy when waking up after dreaming about it : )

Dream Recap #1

As the years goes by, there are dreams that plays in my mind over and over again, some stays because its quite personal , and some stick because it is just plain bizarre.

One particular dream that I probably will never forget and told numerous time, I called it the Heaven/Hell. I had this dream sometimes last year, and must I say it was one of the longest dream I've had.

I'll try to keep it short:

In the beginning a crazy man with an axe murdered my family and eventually...me. Then magically I turned up in Heaven, and in my dream Heaven was just a plain white room overcrowded with people dressed in white robes, just like the doctors office. The other half of the room is a huge human sized cage, it was also crowded and I was in it.
Then I learned that in Heaven, you can wish for anything you wanted and it will instantly come true but you have in stay in the overcrowded white room, since heaven was that room.
Then my parents called me from Hell!! (I know it sounds so creepy) Apparently there are phones that connects the two world together, my parents then went on to tell me their phone number and it ran like a million digits long. My dream then move on showing my parents and Hell.
The Hell from my dream looks just like earth, except its dark all the time, and my parents looked like the couple from that painting: American Gothic . They went on telling me that just like earth, people in Hell has to work to make a living. And there was rolls of houses behind them. But to my surprise there were no severe punishments (unless if you count getting a job and work) in Hell.
The End

I cant help but to think that my dream might be a metaphor to our current lives. Just like that movie with Ricky Gervais: The Invention of Lying, when the towns people discovered Heaven, they stopped working or enjoying their current lives but only to fantasizing about their afterlife. And relaying Heaven to bring them big houses, cars and happiness.

To this day, I still don't really understand this dream. But after waking up, I do remember thinking I rather go to Hell and get a job than stuck in a tiny room full of people.

Any of you guys shares an similar dream experience? Let me know : )

pic from katherinedutiel

First Dream!

Hello Dreamland!

Eversince Junior High I started having really unusual and bizarre dreams, almost every night. Sometimes it will be two or more dreams per night. It first I thought it was really cool, because I could remember every single one of my dreams. But as time passed, I started to get really frustrated. I wouldn't able to sleep comfortably, walke up feeling stiff, and have all these images and afterfeels play in my mind.

I don't consider myself being very spirtual, I'm just as skepitical as the next person but it comes to dreams, I always finding myself wanting and trying to find the meaning out of it. And of course I heard it all, dreams doesnt mean anything, I can't get a good night sleep, because I'm too stressed out, too much stuff on my mind. I like to believe there are more to it, and theres meaning behind every dream.

I think its the influence from my mother. Like me, she constantly have weird dreams and she actually believes each dream is a prediction of her day. Sounds a bit crazy, but alot of times the things are just as she predicted will be. Dont get me wrong, shes not a psychic she just happen to possess this dream dictionary since many years ago. She reads it every morning and would tell me about them.

My friends all enjoys hearing about my dreams, its like a fable to them. And sometimes they are amazed at how detailed my dreams were. After the constant nagging from one of them saying I should write them done, I finally decided to start this blog and record each of my dreams.